The Very Last Day 2004
Hey all, how are you guys doing? Planning for a night out? Well well, I can't believe how time flies. Its just like a snap in fingers and here i am - 31/12/2004. A few more hours before a brand new year. of course, I am gonna lay down some new year resolution, but before this, its always important to do a reflection about my life for the past one year. somehow like a performance appraisal, telling me what I should improve in and what I should learn to let go.
Life
As compared to some of my friends, I don't really have a exciting life whenever school re-open. Its like a usual routine, get involved in project, projects and more projects. Other than that is setting time for tuition, tuition and more tuition. I don't really have time for myself for 2004, I yearn for a holiday getaway but always seem so far away. My only breaktime was during the period just before SIP started. And thereafter, every other day is hectic and filled up with work. So I guess I must really learnt to relax, not for the next 3 months for sure, but at least before I hit NS. And I just hope to get a diving license from PADI in May 2005.
Friends
Hmmm, friends. Yes, there were ups and downs, and lately it has been on the down side. I won't go into it. But whatever it is, I still want to take this opportunity to thanks to my wonderful groups of friends who have been there for me, listening to my nonsense and lame stories, giving me a hand just when I was about to fall.
But I must say that i'm 19, no longer the 16 or 17 boy with a nerdy specs and expects alot from friends. I just want to make life as simple as it is. Whoever will stay shall stay, whoever that's gonna leave, just leave. Don't even turn back. Yes, some memories are precious, but there are times we must learn to let go. Its only when I start to let go, I learn to be happy. I have the choice to choose who I wanna be with and I can't fulfil your never ending needs. For a simple reason, its my life.
Love
Love, again and again. I was really upset during the mid of these years. Because all my friends are pushing me to get into a relationship. It was then that I voiced out and things have improved. I have no time for relationship and no mood to get into a relationship at these moment. Perhaps I am still playful. There are times when I really hope to have someone by myside, but that feeling had only last for a day. Let time decide, i believe someday and somewhere, I will meet someone who have the ability to change my thinking. Its only then, I declare that I have found someone whom I am longing to be with. Stop bugging me! haha!
Money
2004. Just like the stock market, there are fluctuations for sure. But I think, I have learnt to save for raining days. Early this year, I've got for myself a UOB account just for saving purposes. Though there are times when the temptation to spend is there, I still managed to maintain. Surprise! And why I am working so hard? school, tuition and at times some ad-hoc work? My friends always asked me, are you in need of money? Yes, I am in need of money, to make my life a better one. There are two scenerios:
1) Those who are born in rich family, of course, these people enjoy life.
2) Those who work their ass for just for the sake of money to enjoy life.
I belong to category 2 for sure. I work hard and I enjoy. I experience hard ship and I know what is "hard earn money". No wonder my parents always told me "Hua Qian Rong Yi, Zhuan Qian Nan" I finally realise the true meaning of this sentence. So after all the hard work, I always treat myself with great food or spend on clothings and stuff.
We can't compare with those filthy rich cases, because this will only bring us to despair. I am not born with a silver spoon. And that's why I always envy friends who's dad get car for them when they got their driving license. But somehow, we are not born with equality. There's are extreme cases, where the rich and bloody rich and poor are bloody poor. Still, I am contented with my growing up environment. I love my mum and dad no matter what.
Ok, I think that's about it! Enjoy! I Chillin out at Esplanade tonight. Catch me if you can... =P
Life
As compared to some of my friends, I don't really have a exciting life whenever school re-open. Its like a usual routine, get involved in project, projects and more projects. Other than that is setting time for tuition, tuition and more tuition. I don't really have time for myself for 2004, I yearn for a holiday getaway but always seem so far away. My only breaktime was during the period just before SIP started. And thereafter, every other day is hectic and filled up with work. So I guess I must really learnt to relax, not for the next 3 months for sure, but at least before I hit NS. And I just hope to get a diving license from PADI in May 2005.
Friends
Hmmm, friends. Yes, there were ups and downs, and lately it has been on the down side. I won't go into it. But whatever it is, I still want to take this opportunity to thanks to my wonderful groups of friends who have been there for me, listening to my nonsense and lame stories, giving me a hand just when I was about to fall.
But I must say that i'm 19, no longer the 16 or 17 boy with a nerdy specs and expects alot from friends. I just want to make life as simple as it is. Whoever will stay shall stay, whoever that's gonna leave, just leave. Don't even turn back. Yes, some memories are precious, but there are times we must learn to let go. Its only when I start to let go, I learn to be happy. I have the choice to choose who I wanna be with and I can't fulfil your never ending needs. For a simple reason, its my life.
Love
Love, again and again. I was really upset during the mid of these years. Because all my friends are pushing me to get into a relationship. It was then that I voiced out and things have improved. I have no time for relationship and no mood to get into a relationship at these moment. Perhaps I am still playful. There are times when I really hope to have someone by myside, but that feeling had only last for a day. Let time decide, i believe someday and somewhere, I will meet someone who have the ability to change my thinking. Its only then, I declare that I have found someone whom I am longing to be with. Stop bugging me! haha!
Money
2004. Just like the stock market, there are fluctuations for sure. But I think, I have learnt to save for raining days. Early this year, I've got for myself a UOB account just for saving purposes. Though there are times when the temptation to spend is there, I still managed to maintain. Surprise! And why I am working so hard? school, tuition and at times some ad-hoc work? My friends always asked me, are you in need of money? Yes, I am in need of money, to make my life a better one. There are two scenerios:
1) Those who are born in rich family, of course, these people enjoy life.
2) Those who work their ass for just for the sake of money to enjoy life.
I belong to category 2 for sure. I work hard and I enjoy. I experience hard ship and I know what is "hard earn money". No wonder my parents always told me "Hua Qian Rong Yi, Zhuan Qian Nan" I finally realise the true meaning of this sentence. So after all the hard work, I always treat myself with great food or spend on clothings and stuff.
We can't compare with those filthy rich cases, because this will only bring us to despair. I am not born with a silver spoon. And that's why I always envy friends who's dad get car for them when they got their driving license. But somehow, we are not born with equality. There's are extreme cases, where the rich and bloody rich and poor are bloody poor. Still, I am contented with my growing up environment. I love my mum and dad no matter what.
Ok, I think that's about it! Enjoy! I Chillin out at Esplanade tonight. Catch me if you can... =P
